It was the fourth day after the full moon. The heat of summer had given way to the chilly evenings of Autumn. Delhi was getting ready for winter.
Nina
Nina had been on her feet the entire day. Her salon was filled with women wanting to have a range of beauty treatments done. She went around, ensuring that her staff were not slacking in their work
“Come on.. hurry up” she whispered into the ears of Ayesha, the new girl who was running a hair dryer through a customer’s hair. Pinky, the girl who was washing hair for another customer had been hired only for the day. Nina had planned for this well in advance to make sure that lack of adequate staff did not mean that customers had to be turned away. She had also got into an arrangement with a couple of “Mehendi walas” and given them space to sit near the reception area of the salon. They were to give her a Rs 100 for every customer who used their services. Nina’s beauty salon was new in the area. It was barely three months old. She knew this was the day when she could make a killing and possibly get some loyal customers for the rest of the year.
Today was Karwa Chauth– the day when all married women, irrespective of their age wanted to dress up like brides and look their best. They were supposed to be fasting for their husband’s long life and would eat and drink water only later in the evening after seeing the moon through a sieve!
Coming as she did from the matrilineal Khasi tribe in Shillong, this custom seemed rather strange to her. But who was she to complain ? It was her special day as much as it was for her customers .She needed to leverage this for her business. Afterall, there was a bank loan to repay. And how long was she to travel around in her scooty? The searing cold winds in winter numbed her face every time she travelled on it.
She mentally calculated the amount she would make today, taking into account the discounts that she was offering. It seemed decent. She would definitely be left with enough at the end of the month to make the down payment for the second hand car that she so badly wanted. Yes, Karwa Chauth was certainly a business puller!
Suman
Suman examined her face carefully as she came out of the booth where she had been taken for a facial. Her skin certainly looked great! She pulled out her phone, pouted into the camera and clicked a selfie.
“Getting ready for the moon sighting” she wrote as she posted the image on Instagram using the hashtag “karwachauth”. She waited , looking for the response she wanted. It was a full five minutes before she saw series of red hearts in the comments section.
It irritated her the way, Viren took so much time to respond to everything. He was a like slow lumbering elephant or may be a buffalo . Actually, he looked more like a buffalo- fat and dark with a brooding expression. At least an elephant could move fast when it wanted to and was a more intelligent animal.
But then, he was a rich buffalo.
She had not wanted to marry him. She had felt repulsed when her aunt had shown her his photograph. But both her mother and her aunt had convinced her that given their family situation, it would be difficult for them to find her the prince charming she wanted. Viren the buffalo had been smitten by Suman’s good looks and wanted to marry her. He ran a successful scrap iron business along with his father. He was also an only child. His mother had died a year ago and according to Suman’s mother and her aunt, all of this together, made for a great married life.
So here she was getting ready for her first Karwa Chauth. She had got him to promise that he would buy her a pair of diamond earrings as gift. She had spent an awful lot on the new lehenga that she had ordered for today and she wanted to look her best. She looked at her phone and found a series of hearts coming up by way of comments- most of them being from her friends and her cousins. She knew they were envious of her and she enjoyed the power it gave her over them .
There was also a whatsapp message from Viren that said “Love you Janoo”. She laughed mentally. It was actually not too bad a situation. She enjoyed his attention and his awe of her beauty. She had made this entire Karwa Chauth fast into a theatrical performance feigning fainting spells and looking at him like a tragedy queen saying “Anything for you dearest”!!
She was looking forward to the moon sighting on the terrace. She had invited her mother, aunt as well as his aunts and cousins for it. She knew she was going to look stunning in her full regalia and she was definitely going to be the star of the show.
Priyanka
Priyanka looked at the mirror once again. The hair do was certainly making her look lovely! The make up was not too bad either. She was glad that she had decided to choose this new place instead of her usual salon. The girls here seemed better trained. They had played up her best features.
Certainly worth the money that she was spending!
Her stomach was growling from want to food. She opened her hand bag and took out a chocolate and bit into it. The girl who had done her make up looked surprised.
“Arre, it is okay. I have been doing this for nearly six years now. Nothing has happened because I cheated during the fast” she said with a wink.
The entire ceremony was extremely tiresome. But she had to go through it because it was expected of her. Ashish, her husband also seemed to accept it as a matter of course that his wife should fast and pray for him. She wanted to get this all over with. She was tiered of tradition – tiered of being the pretty wife, the perfect mother and the dutiful daughter in law.
No one seemed to notice the real woman behind that façade. No one knew about the Priyanka with unfulfilled needs who lay awake at night fantasising about male models and film stars as Ashish snored next to her.
“Well at least I have Karan now” she thought to herself with a little smile. She had met him in her office. What had started as a friendship was now a passionate affair. They spent time together after work and also travelled with each other -sometimes on work and sometimes using work as an excuse to travel.
Like her, he was also married. But that had not mattered to either of them. Though they had never discussed it , it was clear that each of them had a deep lacuna in their marriage that they were seeking to fill in through the other.
Their relationship existed in a universe parallel to the one that inhabited with their lawfully wedded spouses
“ Would that be all Madam or do you require any other service” asked the girl who had been attending to her.
“Oh nothing more for today. But I will be coming next weekend for a full body waxing” she said.
“Sure Madam. I will book an appointment for next Saturday. What time do you want” asked the girl
“Make it Sunday afternoon. I have a flight to catch in the evening. Now can you get my bill ready ?” asked Priyanka taking out her purse.
Yet, another reason she liked this place. Unlike the other salon she frequented, there were no prying questions here. No parlour aunty who wanted to know where she was going and whether Ashish was also coming with her .
She paid her bill and walked towards the door thinking how badly she wanted the day to get over.
“Only two hours more” she thought looking at her watch with a smile as she started her car and moved towards the place she called home.
Rekha
She had not wanted to come here but somehow it seemed to be expected that she would make an effort to dress up and look her best for today. It had been a hard day with the fasting and the bouts of crying. She had come here not so much to dress up but to cover up her puffy eyes and the bruises through make up.
Her mother in law and her sisters in law had been behaving like nothing was the matter. They were very good at shutting their eyes and ears to anything that they felt uncomfortable with. In the beginning she had tried talking to her mother in law about it But her mother in law seemed to think that it was her fault.
“You need to nag him less. He comes home after such a hard day and you go around looking like a tragedy queen with a long face” she had said.
Rekha wanted to ask her how could she bring herself to look welcoming towards a man who inflicted so much physical and emotional pain on her. But she realized there was no use talking to her about such things.
She had tried to talk to her mother and it troubled her that her mother did not seem to understand what was happening to her either.
And ofcourse there was always the advice of having a child which according to both of them, would miraculously solve all the problems in her life.
But Rekha was not going to have a child. She had seen a doctor and got an IUD fixed. Under no circumstances was she going to bring a child into this violent marriage! She was looking for wings to fly , not shackles to bind her down. It was only a matter of time before she would find her way out. She was already in touch with a NGO that helped women like her. They were advising her on how to move out quietly with everything that belonged to her.
But in the meanwhile she had to continue with the role play of being the dutiful wife who fasted and prayed for her abuser.
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It was nearly seven in the evening when the moon rose to her full glory up in the sky. She watched with amusement, the groups of women standing out in the open and trying to catch her rays through the holes of the sieves they were holding up in their hands.
How ironic it was that she was being made a central character in something that had nothing to do with her at all!